Pay attention to the thoughts you have, the words you use, the emotions you live. Change your perspective towards your situation of interest, bless it because it has come to you with a purpose, be grateful and free yourself from it. The moment will be right when you will know what you have to do and you will be able to act accordingly with the wish of your heart. Stop complaining and stop fearing, only think that the love is present in you and in your life, and act with an open heart.
This is how it is and so be it!